POEM: Lonely In The Day

And fixed I shall believe to be, the broken thing inside of me
One chance remains, one last leg,
I took the hint this time.
Dark is good.
Mortals just are we that stand,
and on this hanbuilt land we shout, spit commands
and the light is what confuses us. Fixed by dark it seems.

The light makes me insane

WHAT TO DO?

As I progress through my second year at college, I have doubts on where I want my life to head career wise.

 Throughout my life, many paths have been my ambition, including:

 astronaut, astronomer, astrologer, physicist, artist, CSI, lyricist, poet, author, illustrator, musician, singer, fashion designer, fashion blogger, editor, presenter, local MP and finally - Game designer.

That's a pretty long list of options.

I DON'T KNOW WHAT I WANT TO DO!

It's pretty optimistic if I did  know what I wanted to do, but still, most people are applying for universities. Is that the right path for someone who's confused?

As much as I love my job, I don't want my position at McDonald's to become my career.

Here's my dilemma, if I go to uni confused, I'd have wasted and hold a debt of £30,000 with no gain. If I don't go, I'll stay working 'just for now', but I'll never quit. 

If I were to take another college course, I wouldn't know what to pick?!

If anyone reading this would like to employ a confused 18 year old, please contact me below...

POEM: Parts

I am an object to be tampered with, a broken thing you cannot fix.

But like a fool you try, and fail everytime. Give up and finally see, believe all there was of me. To take it back with frustration, just as I start to believe. I'm a person who's nearly fixed

but now I'm broke again.

CANT.STOP.BUYING

I thought I'd share two of my many recent purchases which I have fallen in love with!

The first being my newly beloved, my baroque print cardigan. I am sooo lucky to have this! I browsed River Islands 'New In' at the very start of the A/W collection and I completely fell in love, after a few weeks of never seeing it in store, I inevitably forgot about it. 

River Islands recent half price sale was sent to me in an email so of corse I couldn't refuse a look! Only to find my beloved, half price! But that's not all, I go into River Island with my hopes low of finding it and I was right. A similar jumper catches my eye and as to my disappointment it's not there. However, I look to the floor and at my feet is my beloved, in my size! Ahhh..!

POEM: Anticipation

He waited, he waited and waited. Slowly.
Weaving, faith and believing.
More faith than I owned or deserved to receive. He waited. His heart on his sleeve.

Rejection but tied, he endured. An innocent heart to share creases.
Confusion but pure, I'm illness and cure, he endured, he endured.

Excitement, resentment, defenceless and senseless, I wait.


I'll endure.

NEW LOOK JEANS COMP!

New Look Competition!

LO AND BEHOLD! Yet another blog about New Looks best season yet, but this time a competition entry on behalf of New Look and Sparkle Fashion Blog! Using Denim as the base, my chosen pair of jeans to begin this perfect autumn outfit are the 'Black Coated Skinny Jeans' at a STEAL of £19.99. To compliment the sleek and sexy biker look, I've teamed them up with the 'Plum Star Stud Biker Boots' at £59.99. The cold weather is upon us so to keep you warm whilst stylish, I've included the 'Burgundy and White Aztec Fairisle Jumper' at an un-missable bargain price of £19.99! Last but not least, NO biker look is complete without a leather jacket. New Look make it so easy to rock a bang on trend jacket at glorious high-street prices, 'Black Studded Real Leather Biker Jacket' at £69.99! 

I love this outfit, I think it's simple, sophisticated and sexy. New Look's fab new collection of jeans are extremely versatile, making it so easy to transform this daytime look into an autumn evening or winter wonderland. See New Look's NEW IN collection for more inspiration! http://www.newlook.com/shop/new-in/clothing_1890015. I have included the links to the items above to make it even more simple for you to get your favourite looks, thanks for reading!

Want? Buy!

Plum Boots

Jumper

JEANS

Jacket

Mwah x

Poem: Clouds

Dull, dreary grey shrouds the world with floating cotton metal. Slowly draping, pulling through the skies dragging.
Suddenly piercing through, milky light. Glows with depth, like it knows.

A bright light that knows and washes away irrelevance with beauty